Well, I did it again. Matching bra and panties. Pantyhose. Orange women's button down shirt open low enough to show my white cotton camisole underneath. Tight women's flare-legged jeans. Women's waist-length black winter coat. Oh yeah. And these boots from Victoria's Secret.I always feel the same reluctant anticipation as I approach the mall's highway exit. Part of me doesn't want to go through with it. Part of me wishes I had just beat off at home instead of deciding to expose myself to the humiliating ridicule another part of me craves. Sometimes I say little mantras out loud as I look for a space in the parking lot. You're a sissy. This is what sissies do. Face the shame.
Getting out of the car is often the hardest part. I usually have to wait - nervously, pathetically - for whoever is nearby to pass. I can't just "hop out" and stroll inside. I need a minute alone, standing between parked cars, to pull my jeans down so my high heels are as concealed as possible. I need to adjust my bra straps from the car trip. And I have to push my tiny, half-erect, half-limp dick down in my already-damp panties. I'm such a fucking pervert, I think, as I wipe the precum from my panties off my hand and onto my jeans. God, I hate myself.And then, when the coast looks clear, I'm off. Out in the open. Heels clicking loudly on the pavement. Eyes focused on the mall entrance. Trying not to look to the left or the right. Trying not to notice if anyone's noticed me. If I'm already being gawked at. If some college-age woman and her boyfriend have stopped dead in their tracks to stare at the fag in women's clothes. At the sissy transvestite on parade.
34 comments:
It's pathetic little pantywaists like you, that amuse the rest of us. Hell, i've got to feel superior to someone. At least I'm not a sissy.
hi
you have posted exactly what i feel like when i step out in public.
the anxious wait for a lull in the crowd, then off with heels clacking. its the first step that's the most difficult
susan rhodes
sarah
We all feel just like that especially when we have just accepted we are sissies and should be seen, but over time it gets much easier and relaxed, though just as exhilarating!
In time you will find it becomes completely normal and you will look for ways to better show what a sissy you are. It will be so much more enjoyable and it won't even bother you!
sissy alicia
Sweetie,
You know you are a pantywaist sissy and must continue to face the shame of public humiliation. I know the craving is intense and you must do this more and more. You must work toward a higher degree of feminization in public. Walking around in women's attire and high heeled boots is nice. Contiue to push your limits.
Why not go to a shoe store where you can try on women's shoes in the store yourself (like Payless Shoes). Dress like you did here and go try on diferent high heels in the store. The sales girls may offer to help. Be ready with your response.
I also recomend that you go dressed to a gay bar totally femme with short skirts, heels, no make-up, no wig, and no bra. Be sure to tip the stud male dancers. This is a relatively save environment but will expose you as a sissy faggot to even to gay men. They will likely not hit on you because you are a little pantywaist sissy male and they want a real man. Show them what a fairy you really are.
From another pantywaist sissy male,
sissy gina
Dear Humiliated Sissy Slut
OMG Girl please don't close your site your my idel. Gees your lifesyle is mine to a T. I do all of the same things, including most resently going to the most popular mall in the daytime wearing a Real High School Cheerleaders outfit that I purchased thru E-Bay. Oh my it was very embarrassing and I was totally Humiliated. There was not one set of eyes than were not looking in my direction while pointing and laughing. I can't help myself I so desperatly share your curse in needing to be completely Humiliated in Public.
Next week I have some time off and I'm going to muster all my courage and go to a nail salon dressed up like a 3 year old Sissy Girl. I have had my nails done while dressed before but not in a little frilly Sissy dress. Please take a look at my sites
http://www.sissytransvestite.zoomshare.com/
http://www.blogger.com/profile/21757854
It was because of you who I respect deeply that I created these. So let me Thank you for being out there and to all our other Sissy Sisters who share our Secret.
Love
Sissy Krystalhot
Where is this mall located exactly? Is it the one at Masturbatory Fantasy Land off of Route 9, next to the reservoir?
You shall keep posting you humiliations. You get double, the humiliation of the act itself, and the humiliation of posting it here and having us comment. Now, be a pathetic pantywaste sissy and make some more entries.
Please keep going to post your lovely humiliations. I am a feminized male maid myself and perfectly know what it feels like to be laughed at in public.
Hugs
maid katrin
Please keep writing. I like your stories
You should count yourself lucky that u manage to dress before the shame hits u. I always cum and fell so ashamed while just fantasising about dressing likea sissy.
You should count yourself lucky that u manage to dress before the shame hits u. I always cum and fell so ashamed while just fantasising about dressing likea sissy.
I hereby announce the official close of this blog. The operator is nothing more than a wannabe-sissy, who now acknowledges that he never has and never will act out his sissy fantasies.
Girls you have to co out in public sometime in your life,or else you'll die with major regretes. If you live anywhere nere Everett,WA. I'm sure you'll see me or here about me sometime. I'm always running around dressed like a little sissy.Check out my site and please leave a comment in my Diary.
All of the photo's are of me and I may send more opon request.
http://www.sissytransvestite.zoomshare.com/
Sissy Krystalhot
Hey, I said my blog was closed. Go away.
Hey there Mate, Thanks for sharing your point of view.
Clearly you have put a lot of thought to the topic, it's appreicated.
Have a great one.
Sean Cody
Hey, girlie, you sure fake it well for someone who isn't doing it.
I know, 'cause i'm just a sissy too.
Flaunt it!
Hey that is way cool! Thanks for the insight
Sean Cody
That's too funny! But where do you get that info?
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My Gay Zone
Hi,
I just jove wearng Victoria's secrets as well but I'm too humiliated to wear them with my wife around. So I just have to be humiliated everytime she catches me and makes me cum in them.
Then she makes me eat my own cum.
Thats humiliating - your own wife forcing you to eat your own cum from your sissy panties!
your sissy's are pathetic and slutty. call your mistress...1-800-TO-FLIRT
0404245
You are so like me!! I go out and feel exactly the same way!
http://ukcrossdresser.blogspot.com
wendy
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I envy you very much, and wish I could be more like you. I'm afraid to go out dressed as a sissy, and cn't seem to get up the nerve. Maybe reading your story will get me moving.
sissy dawn
i think that you are absolutely wonderful - such a beautiful sissy. i truely admire your courage in going after what you really love. personally, i am a swm, single guy, very submissive and could spend and entire evening smelling, kissing, licking and totally adoring your wonderful body. i think you rock - my name is keith, my #570-687-4220
i think that you are absolutely wonderful - such a beautiful sissy. i truely admire your courage in going after what you really love. personally, i am a swm, single guy, very submissive and could spend and entire evening smelling, kissing, licking and totally adoring your wonderful body. i think you rock - my name is keith, my #570-687-4220
I am a sissy in the Syracuse area. I clean house for a dominant woman. She is sending me to Carousel Mall to get my make-up done at Bon-tons. I will be wearing a pink dress and pink high heels. After, I will have to walk to Victorias Secret and Macys and Perfumania. I will be all over the mall getting laughs as people stare at me. She likes to post my pictures on her site on Collarme at Sissyloverslunch.
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