11.07.2006

Random Public Humiliations

In no particular order...

1. Having a large black woman sing "Tutti Frutti" when I walked by her wearing Bakers high heeled boots at the mall.

2. Watching a college-age woman whisper to her boyfriend in the next aisle at a DSW shoe store and then having the boyfriend laugh out loud and make a beeline for me. The woman had noticed my high heels and now I had to just stand there and "take it" as the boyfriend checked out my pathetic public sissiness. I felt like such a faggot.

3. Having the salesgirl who had just fitted me for "fuck me" black pumps ask if I was interested in one of the purses they had on sale. I'm not sure why exactly, but it caught me off guard and drove home what a total fairy I really am.

4. Walking up a staircase at the mall in high heeled women's loafers while four or five teenaged girls followed behind me giggling and guffawing. Then, when we reached the second level, one of them said very loudly "Nice shoes fag!" and they all broke out in hysterics.

5. Trying on a wig in a wig store when the male Fed-ex delivery person stops in with some packages and looks at me like I'm the biggest queer he's ever seen.

6. Having a very attractive middle-aged saleswoman at an upscale women's clothing boutique stare at my black and white saddle shoes and say"I'm sorry, but we don't cater to crossdressers" as I was standing in front of her holding a little black dress and before I could ask to try it on.

7. Being asked in the lingerie section of a department store by a cute salesgirl if I was looking for "Bras, panties..." When I answered "Just panties" she smirked and said "I thought so. There some nice pink panties over here."

8. Being told I had to use a different dressing room at a women's clothing store after I had tried on a tight, short skirt and having to walk across the store to another dressing room while wearing the skirt and carrying my pants and knee-high women's boots in front of half a dozen female customers.

9. In my early days of public sissiness, catching my reflection in a wall of mirrors at the mall and being shocked at how sissified I looked in a pink blouse, tight women's bootcut jeans, and barely concealed high heeled clogs. I felt instantly mortified and simultaneously wildly aroused and started walking for the nearest exit almost in a panic, only to ejaculate in my panties without touching myself before I'd managed half a dozen steps.

10. Having to walk across a mall food court directly in front of a huge group of high school male athletes while wearing black women's pants that fully exposed the three and a half inch heels of my noisily clicking and clacking pointy-toed women's boots. Utterly humiliating.

29 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wonderful to have you back. Please keep posting. Thanks

Anonymous said...

Indeed, wonderful that you're back. As is the humiliation we simultaenously crave and loathe...but can't resist

Anonymous said...

Yes, I'm also glad to see you're back. Keep up the good work, I'm with you all the way (I wish!)

Anonymous said...

Glad that you are able to update your blog. When out on your sissy journeys, you should wear a maxi pad in your panties in case you again happen to cum without touching your clitty.
I'd recommend Stayfree Thin Maxi Overnights. Wear with tight panty to keep your clitty tucked. Then if it cums, the pad with catch the sissy juice. You can lick it clean at your first opportunity!

Anonymous said...

I think it might be worth it to suffer through all of those for just that one time when the salesgirl says "there's some nice pink panties over here"...what a rush, just thinking about it!

Anonymous said...

It's so good to have you back, it has been too long. I have always thoroughly enjoyed your posts. You are a sissy just like me, I crave public humiliation, I am pathetic and I simply cant escape it.

My favourite public humiliations of yours here are the group of teenage girls giggling behind you on the staircase while wearing high heeled loafers and the salesgirl helping you out at the lingerie dept. If any of these 2 scenarios happened to me I'd surely fill my panties with sissy-goo in a second.

Please keep your posts more regular.

qqq said...

You seem to crave the humiliation.

So do you even attempt to pass? With say makeup? Any sissy makeup counter scenarios?

How about shopping for sissy items when in totally male mode? And say trying on a pair of fuck me pumps?

Absolutely Love the blog.

Katrin said...

I am glad you are back and continue maintaining your blog. I hope to read soon about your sweet humiliations.

Hugs

maid katrin

Anonymous said...

I've just discovered your blog and have to say I love reading it, I'm a girl so cannot say I know who you feel. But I know I enjoy being humiliated. I hate that I enjoy it too. It's the strangest feeling that results in serious arousal.

I wear wigs and put on drag queen like make-up when no-ones home but when people walk in, I run and hide and masturbate then clean everything off and claim I was using the toilet.
I behave like a boy but don't think I'm a lesbian.
I don't know what I am, but I do know that as I'm getting older, I'm getting better at indulging in what I know inside, I love.
Although I don't think I'll find anyone to love who understands for a long time.

I'll keep checking your blog. Take care, sissy xxx
17/F/London

Anonymous said...

marvellous job!

very well done

Anonymous said...

My attempts at public humiliation go back to when I was in my late teens. I would wear a bra under my shirt, but I was terrified that someone would notice. Then I wanted someone to know. I had a padded bra that I bought from Frederick's. I wore it with a very tight sweater, and you could see the bra through it. I walked through a grocery store late one night right past two college girls. They giggled, and then got a little scared. I left.

My next step was to wear Chic jeans in public. I would wear a jacket or sweater so I could cover the yellow stiched logo on the right back pocket. I would cruise shopping malls and try to get in front of a group of high school girls. Then I would let the jacket ride up and hope they would notice the fact that I was wearing girls jeans. When they did, I would hear them whispering to each other, giggling and sometimes laughing out loud. Once, two girls followed me around the mall for quite some time. They knew what a little sissy faggot I was, and they were having a good time watching my tight ass in those pants.

Trouble is, even the Chic jeans didn't get enough attention. But then back-zip jeans came into fashion, and I bought as many pair as I could find. Now THAT got attention, and girls would get hysterical when they saw a little sissy walking around in back zip bell-bottom jeans. I'd either wear platform sneakers or some other kind of obviously feminine shoes. My face would get so hot once I knew they knew. I can still hear some of the comments ringing in my ears.

More public humiliations to come.

pantyboy@hotmail.com

Anonymous said...

Humiliation in public...
Once I was buying a slip
in a girls' shop. There I was
in the queue, the only guy in the
queue, with a pink lacy slip
in my hands, and I brought the slip
with its hanger from the stand.
When my time came up to pay (it took ages!), the salesgirl (almost a teenager) with a broad smile asked if I needed the hanger, I nervously said "yes", and she smiling said: "I thought you would say no!". She knew it was for me! She didn't even asked me if it was a gift! I still tremble of pleasure when I think of that moment...

Anonymous said...

Good girl, All sissies should wear their skimpy little maids uniform & curtsey to SUPERIOR REAL GIRLS. THAT IS ARE POSITION IN LIFE. Deep curtsey.

dsmith2979 said...

Don't so hard on yourself. Ever since the age of thirteen I have enjoyed wearing high heels and lipstick. I married and had four daughters. My wife tolerated my desires through love, though never really understood why I loved it. Never have felt guilty about it and proud of it. Now older, I love to meet women, dress up while they tease and humiliate me. Enjoy and love yourself for it.

TV D

Robyn-Anne said...

Being a Marine and also a sissy-baby who dreams about being dressed-up in pretty ruffled can-can panties, a precious little girl style dress, anklets, high heels, and baby-clip pink bows in my short cut hair.

Hiring a babysitter to take you shopping for this....priceless.

Anonymous said...

Beautiful humiliations! I remember the salesgirl who dropped my panties into a bag, handed them to me and told me to have a nice time. Or the time I mistook a customer in the clothing store for a clerk and asked her if she had a place I could try on this dress.

Anonymous said...

I'm so glad your back too, although you will probably disappear again as I have been doing. Sometimes I really wish I could end my deepest joys of public humiliation but these feelings are so much stronger than I am.

I know most of you on here have seen my blogs and rantings too, and most likely find me to be very messed up. Butt I'm finally coming to terms with my being a sissy baby transvestite and I'm coming out more than before and to more people I know.

This is not my page but I want to Thank all of you for your heart felt honest experiences that help me to know that Yes there are others with my same feelings of telling and showing the world I'm a sissy and proud to be me!

I love you all and all of us are so special for being Sissies. Don't let anyone tell you differently.

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Anonymous said...

One time i was in NYC with my Mistress, it was my first time going out in public dressed as a sissy. We left the hotel where i had changed into my outfit - white blouse, plaid school-girl mini-skirt, corset, thigh-high stockings and knee-high, lace up boots and long-haired wig. We had to make it a half block to the avenue and catch a cab to the club. While waiting on the corner two black guys pulled over and started trying to pick us up. i was mortified they would realize i was in drag. my Mistress got rid of them but they called us dykes before they drove on.

Anonymous said...

-as a completely useless bottom pig / human toilet, save your fesces for 5-8 days, in refrig. warm that up and duct tape your ears, and then throw your entire head in your own stuff, then start yelling at yourself, this is what my dom. tells me...and i do it for her, as well as being a human toilet for her stud boyfriend..

Anonymous said...

these are very sexy.

Anonymous said...

I'm a real female, one time I caught my little brother, and his friend looking at my unmentionables for some reason? I told them you're not allowed without permission or pay the penalty for entering my room! The following week it happened again! I was with a couple of girlfriends, We were not happy, the boys looking at my underthings in the drawer! I asked them again why? They couldn't think of any reason? They said, Sorry, it won't happen again! They started to leave, I yelled out, stop! We are not done here! The girls boxed them in the room more closer to me! There will be a punishment for this! I had the the girls measure the peeping brats with a tape measure, for their punishment later on? It will be a surprise for them? They will comply with the help of my many girlfriends, and a lesson too learn next time? Pamela.

Anonymous said...

I put on mummy's stockings and panties and chummed all over them! I always wanted to suck off a guy like I saw my sister do and went out to car parks in hopes to find one. I finally found a very hot guy who noticed my fake boobs and told me to get on my knees. I did and he took out a large erection and told me to suck it. One woman saw me doing it and pulled up her dress to stroke her pustulated as she watched me suck his cock. I was turned on. He came on my face and I drove home with it on there.

Anonymous said...

I put on my sexiest clothes, a lacy bra and panties, garter belt and stocking an heels and a cocktail dress. A wig and very heavy makeup completed the look and I felt so horny I could see my little sissy penis bulging in my dress. I got in my car planning to only drive around without stopping but for some reason I pulled into a mall and parked at the back of the lot. I felt so humiliated knowing I was there crossdressed I pulled my dress up and began to stroke my cock. About two minutes later a car pulled right next to mine and a guy got out. He said he was mall security and I had been seen on one of the cameras in the lot. He told me my choices were he called the cops for public lewdness, or he could sit in my car where we could "discuss it".I clicked the lock and he got in the. Passenger side of my car.My dress was up, panties down, erect cock exposed, and feling every bit the sissy I am.i was glad it was dark because I know I was blushing, but the humiliation of being in that situation just made my sissy cock harder! He said I was going to have to go into the mall to explain what I was doing there. I didn't answer but for the first time in my life put my hand on a guys crotch and could feel o hot erect penis in his pants. As he unzipped he said we could "work it out" without my going in the mall. I knew this was my first chance to be a sissy cocksucker. I leaned over and took his already hard cock in my hand, then kissed it. He moaned and I thought "this is it,just do it". I slid that hard shift in my mouth, didn't really need to move my head because he pumped his hips so hard. He asked if I was a faggot whore and I said yes. He asked how long I was a crossdresser and I said all my life, which is true. He asked how many cocks I have sucked and I told him he was the first, also true. When I said that he pulled his dick out of my mouth and shot cum all over my face. I didn't wipe it off. I drove home with his cum on my face, he comes over about twice a week fo fuck me or get a blowjob. By the way he is married. I am jealous of his wife but I am glad I can be his whore.

Anonymous said...

It made me hot to unzip his pants and pullout his large ewreck cock. I was dressed like the slut I knew he wanted, heels, snort dress, no panties and a bra.. I really got off pumping his erect cock, he called me a fag and I moaned yes. His erect cock was only inches from my face so I began to suck it for him.he pumped it in my mouth and told me he was going to fuck my ass like the queer I am. I really got turned on being called a queer, because I know my love of penis really does make my queer. I got in bed and pulled up my dress, still wearing heels and hose, and felt the hard head of his cock on my asshole. He moaned and said "take it cunt" as he pushed that big cock up my ass. I really loved it, asking him to spank me and he did. I could see us in the mirror and loved what a cunt I looked like. His roommate came home and pushed his big penis in my mouth, then he fucked me too.

Cuntbrenda said...

It was late night, I could feel his . Cock head pressing on my lips. I was in a gay bar, where it is ok to suck cock if you want to.. I pulled down his panties and took his cock into my mouth. Went into a video booth, got on my knees.he (she?) got a really hard penis and I sucked like the cheap cunt whore I feel like.cot cum on my face and loved it.

Brenda said...

My sister had a very hot bf but one day he come over but she didn't feel we'll. she was 17, me about 13. She called me to her room, told me she was going to sleep. I could not believe it but she opened her dresser and took out panties and a bra, and a short dress, and told me to put them on, which I did. She said her boyfriend had not had his cock drained in several days and I was going to have to do it for her. I had never seen her do it but I got an erection thinking about her sucking his cock. I went out and sat near him, told him she was sick. He said that was ok, pulled me close and started kissing me!!! He said he was going to call me Karen, and I could take care of him. He took my hand and started to make me stroke his penis I really loved it. He gently guided my mouth onto his penis and I kissed it before I took it into my mouth, he told me to just suck on it. After a few minutes I could feel him starting to kind of move his hips and pump it into my mouth. As I felt his cream get shot in my mouth, I realized my sister was watching. She pulled down the panties I was wearing and slapped my erection. I creamed on her feet. Since that day, she likes to have me dress for her bf, and she pumps his penis while I suck it.

Anonymous said...

I recently went out in public wearing my panties underneath leggings for a walk to the local store near closing time. The store staff got more than they bargained for as i found out my purple and pink panties showed through the leggings in bright light which even i hadn't planned for. So horny but also humiliating

sissypantysub said...

My new favourite treat is going out in public wearing my sissy clothing for self imposed challenges